weakness

Glory be to God for being my immesurable and never lacking source of strength!


The message is clear. The revelation is the same. 
Therefore I conclude that there is no better place to be than dwelling in God's presence and do His perfect Will!
I was tempted so much specially last Satuday.. But true that the flesh dies in Prayer..
I feel now stronger, though the enemy is really working too. The battle is not yet over. I need more courage. I need more grace to overcome eveything. I really don't want this to pull me down. I need and I must take some action. I now know what I want. What I actually need. 
I am blessed with such a great family, with a ministry that helps me to grow in His knowledge. with a very cool Bestfriend.. I could not ask for more. Life seems to perfect. But. There is just ONE thing that is messing up everything. I've been dealing with that for so much time. I need changes. I need to take some action. But how? How can I? :( It's really hard for me. Though my family and my Bestfriend are always there to remind me what to do.. Still I found myslef again and all over again at the same exact point.
It could be a very little things for many. But this. This has been the cause for a pain that I am carrying thoughout these years, this has been the cause of many tears shed, this has been the cause of my sleepless night in total agaony. 
But I thank God. Indeed He has given not any situation that we canno't overcome. The power behind me is GREATER than the task ahead..
I am relying on His Spirit, depending on His power and counting on His grace to uphold me everyday.