It's always good to go through hard times when you know the One is leading is no other than the God who made a way into the Red Sea! :) Ahhh! Awsome GOD!!!
I have to confess that I'm praying to go home for good! Hopefully with my parents too.. But I don't think it would be possible since they are working in here.. OR.. To go to Canada (my dream country) to work/study and live there..
Mama is right.. I am now 20.. I mean, turning 20.. I have to stand up with my own feet whether I like it or not.. So, I'm getting ready for this big step of my life.. But still I am in a fervent praying period.. I got one week, well actually, God has one week to reveal me things.. I believe that His plans for me are the best.. I'm not worrying where He may lead.. I'm not worrying to leave this place in which I grew up.. Where I knew Him.. Ahh! So much memories.. I'm just asking Him, that if He has to move me in some other place, that He may be leading me to that place in which He will gonna use my life mightly.. This is all I ask.. This is the passion of my heart!
Well actually my inner desire is to help and share what I have with people, specially with the needy ones.. I remember the time my feet reached the home for the age last December 2010 for an iCare operation.. My inmost voice spoke and said.. "This is life.." I don't know now if it is just a coincidence.. But there was joy. The voice was telling me that that was my life!!! And every time I think about that, a sincere smile take place in my heart.. I don't know what God has reserved for me.. All I know is that I am called.. I want to be a Missionera? :p yeah.. People who goes all around for missions to help others.. I've just been inspired by the life of our driver last December.. Kuya Bimboy.. A former snatcher now a christian bornagain that knows the real meaing of having compassion to others.. He was able to share to me some things.. I don't know why me!!! I was just there.. Sitting at the Holyday Inn's fourth floor waiting for Mama.. And suddenly he came with his big smile, sitted next me and begun to talk about their projects.. Sharing with me priceless experiences, life changing experinces.
Still I know that
Waaaaaaa. I'm so random. My former intention, as you can see the start of this post, was to tell about my broken situation. HAHA! Maan. Indeed.. When you look up.. When you look on Jesus and at the big mandate He has called you to fulfill, you will suddenly forget about your situation.. And start to dream big dreams for His glory.. :)
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