dreams

I don't know what's happening to me lately. It all started on Sunday morning that I had my very first dream of the year. My very first after that silent period that I've been through. You guys have to know that God is most of the time speaking to me through dreams.. :) Wayback 2008, it was a july-hot-afternoon, I took a nap and in my dream I saw my Bestriend saying in tagalog: "Monica, Isaiah 1:17!! It's for you.." When I woke up I took the Bible and read what was in it. And in my surprise the verse was clearly speaking about the job He wants me to do, the studies He wanted me to pursue. 
Sometimes the dreams I am having are to confirm something in my life, to reveal secret things or to convict me and lead me to do something. 
Matter of fact, on Sunday I dreamt about my Kuya Eis.. It was like half year we didn't talk, but in my dream the Lord was telling me to approach him: there was a bed, I laid on it because I knew it was Kuya's and when he came I just hugged him, he hugged me back and I begun to cry. That's why on Sunday I phoned him and things went really great.
I remember one time, I dreamt about people not knowing their situation, and I prayed for them. Then all of a sudden I came to know that they were promoted in the ministry, they are having bad moments, or they are appointed to teach on Sunday. God's way of revealing things are really funny and cool! :)


But this time, this morning, I had almost 3 dreams. I counted them all cos every now and then I was waken up. But among these 3 dreams all I remember is the last.
God was confirming the situation in which I was placed. It was God saying, "Hei Monica, behind all you are being thourgh there am I." 
I was in Carrefour near my place with my Bestfriend and some of the CYN and a long lost high school friend who invited us all at her place. We decided to go and as everybody was running easily because the bus just came, then it was not for me. I was heavy and I had some difficulties to reach them. Matter of fact I was the last. My bestfriend tried to wait for me. Tried to stop the cars that were coming along. But nothing. The moment I was very near the bus and everyone was already inside it, and I was the only one left alone.. It went its way. Yes! The bus left me. Its number was 57, which actually I've never seen in my area. Then I took another bus 58 because I wanted to reach them even though I didn't know what stops 57 will do. 58 was empty, there were I and the driver.I pushed the button stop to at least follow the other bus and meet them but the driver didn't stopped. I got angry with the driver but he was too kind. He just said that I didn't prepotate my stop. And though my nerves were out of control, everytime that my phone was fallinf from my hands, though he was driving he minded to help me and give it to me. Then, he took me to an unknown place, so far and as I was going down from the bus he left me with this words "This is your stop..." I reach the ground and I don't remember anything else..


The revelation is clear.. It describes my actual situation.
He knows where He is leading me, He knows very well the place in which I can grow the more, be effective the more. And since no matter I do the lead is God's, I just humbly follow His leading. Believing that He is all-knowing and knows the best for me..


As I walk in His ways I pray for the strength and that He may find me always faithfull to the process..