I can't understand God's Love. How He welcomes me despite having hurt Him just few hours ago.
I can't understand how He does to forgive me even though He knows perfectly that I will soon turn my back to Him again and all over again.
I can't understand when He looks at me with those eyes full of Grace when all I deserve is His wrath.
I can't understand why and how He pursues me when I choose other things over Him. Isn't He hurt? If I were Him I had myself let go long time ago.
I can't understand why chooses to love me when all I can do is to bring Him disapointments and heart-aches.
I can't understand why He had not given up on me yet. I am tiring after all. I don't know how to love Him the way He does anyways.
I can't understand why He is always there. Always loving, always caring, always sweet, always thoughtful.
Never I will fully understand God's Love. My human mind canno't sustain the thought of a God loving a dirty sinner. But against all laws.. God made a way to demostrate it to me. He made possible that His Love could reach me, forgive me, accept me and finally.. Love me everyday.
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