I can't understand..

I can't understand God's Love. How He welcomes me despite having hurt Him just few hours ago.
I can't understand how He does to forgive me even though He knows perfectly that I will soon turn my back to Him again and all over again.
I can't understand when He looks at me with those eyes full of Grace when all I deserve is His wrath.
I can't understand why and how He pursues me when I choose other things over Him. Isn't He hurt? If I were Him I had myself let go long time ago.
I can't understand why chooses to love me when all I can do is to bring Him disapointments and heart-aches.
I can't understand why He had not given up on me yet. I am tiring after all. I don't know how to love Him the way He does anyways.
I can't understand why He is always there. Always loving, always caring, always sweet, always thoughtful.

Never I will fully understand God's Love. My human mind canno't sustain the thought of a God loving a dirty sinner. But against all laws.. God made a way to demostrate it to me. He made possible that His Love could reach me, forgive me, accept me and finally.. Love me everyday.

Time for Santorini

3:30am - "Time for Santoriniiiii!!!"

As soon as the captain announced we were fast approaching the White Island's Port, I and Rhan jumped form our bed and begin to prepare our things to rush to the main door. We were the first to be there and obviously we coundn't hide our excitement. This was the beginning of the our beautiful journey in Santorini.
I can't write much about it.. It can ONLY be felt and lived. Believe me when I say that I was teary eye when we had to leave the island. It was such an amazing experince. I have never seen in my whole life a beautiful place as that. So relaxing. The atmosphere is perfect and people are all so kind. 

One thing is sure: I will be back there soon!