The power of a praying woman

Do you know how it feels reading something in your Bible and reading actually what you need? You feel great, am I right? You feel like you're having butterflies in your stomach because you've prooved yourself that God is so sweet and gives you wht you really need. But how about not reading the Word of God but... Hearing it? :) That's way different! Hearing from the Lord what you actually needed to hear that exact tine... That's another thing.. That's humbling and honoring at the same time. It's... Sweeter!!! It's comforting... :) it' assuring! "Ask whatever you want in my Name" - Jesus These were the words He told me. I'm excited!!! His words to me are like a treasure... I've been reading this phrase in the Bible but I've never been thrilled the way I am now after hearing them coming from His mouth... That's why I also decided to read The power of a praying woman. His timing is so perfect... I've just finished Lazarus awakening and sooner I'll be blogging about it. Such a changing life book ;)

Please...

I can't contain the goodness of the Lord in my life... I can't help but to cry while I am writing this... So, to you who is reading this, please know that the Lord has never left you and never will. In whatever situation you may be in, please know that the Lord loves you too much to see you hurt and in pain, that's why please have patience and wait for Him, He is just in the buisness of turning your situation into your favor! Please know that He can use even people that don't know you to bless you, that He can use even those unthinkable things to make you feel loved! Please just wait... 


And if you are in need, though I may not know you... Let me help you in whatever ways, at the side of my blog you can see my FB account and my email address... In whatever way, please know that I want to help you... Because I myself I've experienced to be helped by someone that I don't even imagine this person would do... And, if you let me, I want to do the same with you...


For anything, I am really at your service...God loves you and I love you dearly!

"Hold Me Together"

words left unsaid

"True love isn't just expressed in passionately whispered words or an intimate kiss or an embrace; but love is also expressed in self-control, patience, even words left unsaid." - from J.H.'s IKDG


I don't know what was in JH's mind when he wrote this phrase but he really captured the meaning of Love with just few words, with actually the exact few words!
I have never understood fully this concept until God sent me 3 disturbing dreams that made me complain for a week. The Lord was asking me to do something specifically very hard and yet wanted me to pray for that person. It was unfair! Not until I realized that maybe He was just teaching me to love that person in the way He wanted me. Through prayer. Just through prayers... I didn't pray ofcourse, as hard headed I am... And honestly I am not. I am really trying to avoid that. I just don't want me to be distracted though I know this is very selfish from me when this person, no matter what, is constantly present when I need someone. But now lil by lil I am learning to pray for that person. Learning just to pray. Without expecting, without showing anything, without caring that much, without the things I used to do in short.


I kept myself so quite not even trying to fix things (which is a miracoulous things for me). I presented my self in a  professional way as much as I could. I tried to hide what's really going on in me. I tried to ignore everything and begun to accept things as they came. I kept myself silent though hurting and doubting. 
There were and are many questions rolling in my mind, too much "words left undaid."
I'm not telling that I'm good in loving. oh no... If there is somedoby really good in loving is just and only God.
I don't really know what I am feeling, this is so new. Maybe, I'm just glad that the Lord, the most expert One in love matters that I ever know, is personally teaching me how to love a person the way He wants me to love... 


A bit pressuring, a bit difficult. God's concept of love is so deep that sometimes the things that He wants me to do and say are so ungraspable. He makes me say and feel things that are hurting. And if somebody would tell me those things I would just burst out in to tears! 


*To you,
you accepted the challenge first, and pushed me to accpet it aswell knowing it will benefit us and many. I thank you now because you didn't give up on me to make me understand all those things. I owe you alot.
Accept my sorries thought you'll never know that I am, but I believe that the Lord will speak in your heart for me.
I just love you the way the Lord is teaching me to. I secretly love you. I love you in prayer.