Lately I'm so in with this teleserie. It is actually my bestfriend's fault. He kept on talking about that long time ago and just because during this days I'm home doing nothing, I decided to give a try to this teleserie. I am now watching Season 3 and I just started last week! Yes! I became addicted to this. You should try it! This is one of the best teleserie I ever watched. Chuck Bartowski is the title.
Chuck Bartowski works at the Buy More, a simple guy but very special: he is the Intersect (he has all CIA's secrets in his mind) and because of that he is protected by agent Casey and Sarah. Sarah's covarage was Chuck's girlfriend. They, in short faked a relationship in order for them to protect Chuck the more. To make believe others they acted as a real couple; but... Chuck and Sarah really fel inlove. Something started quite as a game ended in something deep and serious. Work binded them, but more than that there were feelings and love. As Chuck grew and became expert controlling the intersect the CIA begun to train him as a real spy.
And the story goes on...
Chuck and Sarah's love story. I want to focus on this.
Eventually they had loved and grew feeling for each other. But as most of the time they reminded each other that was just a coverage, that in reality they are just co-workers and there was nothing between them but work alone. Feelings kept mixing with the work and most of the time the work itself paid for that. There was an instance in which Sarah proposed Chuck to ran away and start a new life, their life together, but Chuck denied thinking of what the Itersect could do for many people. And they just kept on going and doing their works ignoring their feelings as they keep always reminding themselves that "a true spy does not fall in love".
Sometimes, many times we are led to desicions between something you really want and like and love and ever desired and something you know it's good for others and you know that it's your very call.
Therefore feelings are telling you some things, you reason other things. What to choose? You don't know. You try to compromise, to give some justifications. But nothing. It's confused more than before!
We as Christians are always led to choose God's very will, which is in contrast most of the time with the things "you really want and like and love and ever desired". That's why, after seeking God's will, you still choose to do what is the best for you though you don't really like it. Though sometimes there is nothing to do with you, though it will just hurt you and cause you pain. But you still courageously take that path because you know that it will lead you toward everlasting rewards... You choose to obey to His voice, with your eyes closed.
And as you keep your journey, there are points in your life that makes you think. Why am I making everything so difficult for me? When actually I can follow what I really want.
I've been crying to the Lord lately. I kept myself in silence and let my heart speak before Him asking these things. Asking why I can't be just for a second weak, just for a second do what I really want, just for a second stop and forget my responsability and enjoy my life as every twenty years old girls do!?
And right there, I've been reminded of my purpose. I've been reminded of my dreams for the Ministry of God, I've been reminded that true life is found when you lose it! That one day I and you will be reaping all the pain and everything and say "It was worth it". That if I seek first Him everything will be added. That I can never out give Him. That He loves me. And that I love Him too.
Truth is that we don't need any other reason, any other purpose, any other inspiration because His love is inspiring enough, is a sufficient reason and a valid purpose to follow the call of our lives and simply obey Him.
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