I took some of my time to read again my past posts. And I just realised how selfish I was. A blog full of ME, I, MY wants, MY desires... The time to change has come! :) ... As I discovered the purpose of my living, a purpose worth dying for I must say that the focus itself changes!
If before my focus was on the thing I wanted, I desired the most and my future husband (HAHA!), now the focus becomes my generation, my nation, my God and my family...
As God taught me to lean on Him alone, little by little His palns became so clear. He begun to wishper into my heart the things He wanted me to do, He begun to unveil my eyes to see more the big picture.
My older posts makes me really laugh! Especially those posts in which I was blogging about my "Love Life" (if I can call it so...) But the thing that makes me laugh the more is the fact that now, September 6, 2011 I can boldly say that I don't care anymore about that!!! Isnt it funny? HEHE. I don't care if one day will I be getting married or if one day I would be able to meet The Guy. (Oh, before the enemy blineded me so much about this..) It sounds crazy and uncommon from Monica, yes I know... But...
It is really great how God makes you realise of the things that really matter and makes you set aside all those things that eventually are just secondary.
Now that I found the purpose of my life I would not exchange it for any other thing! This purpose is my call. Everyday becomes clear and everyday I live makes me want to really fight for it no matter what it takes. A purpose that is worth dying for. A purpose that motivates me to do more, to strive for more and conquer more! A purpose that made me understand heppenings in the past. A purpose that inspire me not to give up.
It is a great privilege to be part and be counted as a mighty warrior in the army of the Almighty! It is an honor to serve my generation and my God! :)
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