THANK YOU LORD!!!! :)

a look in the past

I took some of my time to read again my past posts. And I just realised how selfish I was. A blog full of ME, I, MY wants, MY desires... The time to change has come! :) ... As I discovered the purpose of my living, a purpose worth dying for I must say that the focus itself changes! 
If before my focus was on the thing I wanted, I desired the most and my future husband (HAHA!), now the focus becomes my generation, my nation, my God and my family...
As God taught me to lean on Him alone, little by little His palns became so clear. He begun to wishper into my heart the things He wanted me to do, He begun to unveil my eyes to see more the big picture.


My older posts makes me really laugh! Especially those posts in which I was blogging about my "Love Life" (if I can call it so...) But the thing that makes me laugh the more is the fact that now, September 6, 2011 I can boldly say that I don't care anymore about that!!! Isnt it funny? HEHE. I don't care if one day will I be getting married or if one day I would be able to meet The Guy. (Oh, before the enemy blineded me so much about this..) It sounds crazy and uncommon from Monica, yes I know... But...
It is really great how God makes you realise of the things that really matter and makes you set aside all those things that eventually are just secondary. 
Now that I found the purpose of my life I would not exchange it for any other thing! This purpose is my call. Everyday becomes clear and everyday I live makes me want to really fight for it no matter what it takes. A purpose that is worth dying for. A purpose that motivates me to do more, to strive for more and conquer more! A purpose that made me understand heppenings in the past. A purpose that  inspire me not to give up. 


It is a great privilege to be part and be counted as a mighty warrior in the army of the Almighty! It is an honor to serve my generation and my God! :)

Hola Barcelona :)

I was very hesitating to go to Barcelona. My GirlFriends were all either at vacation with their respective families or very busy with something else. I don't know for what crazy motive I txted Ate M. and asked her to list me. I didn't want to go, infact I prepared my bag the night before. I thought I would just have a major boredom. But it revealed different! :) Can you relate when I say that God is full of surprises? Well, God indeed surprised me! Starting from the bus heading toward Barcelona. I had a very inspiring talk with a friend (the one you can see in the picture). It was like AGES that I had not conversation like that one! Many other funny and great memories took place, too good to record, but too personal.


As my friend said, "Barcelona experience was one of the happiest moment in 2011." Likewise! I've never laughed and enjoyed a vacation that much...!!! :)


Ofcourse, I always owe everything to my Master! He is so good.. I know in my heart He was the One who planned everything...


In Barcelona I lost one of my favourite earing but I found again my Spiritual Friend! :)

living my CANADIAN dream

A dream come true! An aswered prayer!!! :) Credits to God that makes all things possible, that I had the chance to step my feet on Canadian ground... More than the fellowship I had with the CYN international, more than the new friendships established, more than the delicious foods, more than the shopping malls, more than all these things, I will never forget the wonderful things God did in my life during the convention...


I had my breakthrough! The breakthrough I was longging and waiting for... All this things happened all by the grace of God and thanks also to the life of my very own S. P. (It was really a relief talking and meeting her after a year..) 


During Sis. Edith's session I simply found myself on my knees giving everything to the Lord. As in EVERYTHING. Even those things I thought I would never let go of... Yes! I did it... :) He did it! Though it was really painful (believe me, I've never cried that hard to the Lord...) I believe it was the very will of the Almighty! 
Canada has been a memorable place for me. Why? Because there I've learnt how to trust God's plans more than I trust my plans. I've learnt how to love Him more than I love myself. There God taught me how to depend upon on Him alone. 


Canada will be always remembered as the place where I broke my Alabaster Jar... 
Therefore I thank the  Lord for the privilege and allowing me to worship Him :')

the return

It has been so long that I am not writing in here. And honestly I almost forget how to use Blogspot! To sum up my SUMMER 2011, I would choose the word AWSOME! :)
Yes! I thank God for this wonderful Summer He gave me. An unforgettable one! From my vacation in Canada with the Summit to my very relaxing OH YEAH vacation in Barcelona plus all the very dynamic church activities.


All praise goes out to Him!!! :) Thank you Lord!