i miss Neng

:(

soon, very soon
 ♥♥♥

Christmas gift

Mom is defo inlove with The Guy. More than I do, people!!! :O 

She just got from a shopping evening and guess what? She has already bought him their Christmas' gift!!! *.* I automatiacally said "Ma, para sa akin?". She just look at the BK bag. A Whopper Burger was all she had bought for me. How sweet! Nyay. And maaaan! They have seen each other! Lol. The Guy saw randomly my Mom, he was with his family. How I wish I was there! :( Hehe.

Everyday that passes by I am reminded by God how His plans for me are beautiful and perfect. I am leaving everything in His hands. My family, my career, my ministry and him. Letting Him to take full control is the best thing that I can do for myself. Still I can't grasp and understand His ways in my life. They are so perfect. Evrything was already palnned! 

It's amazing how He made our circumtances so matching by allowing us to pray silly prayers, by putting us in different but complementary situations! 

"Every time you wait is a perfect chance to pray."

 ♥ ♥ ♥

prayers plus pieces of papers

Can't really believe that I am surrounded with such great people!!! :)


My Bestfriend arrived around 3pm, we ate Pizza and watched cartoons. We've been together just for one hour because had to pick his fratellino at school. He is so thoughtfull. I can't imagine that he would do Cimiano-Bande Nere (which is almost one hour of subway) just to see me. He then left at 4pm. Woah! Time flied so fast.


This is a very unknown situation. I myself I can't define it. If I have to describe this with one word I would choose "Prayer". Yes! Prayer is the word that define the most this thing.. :)
It is a relationship based on Prayers. Prayers and Prayers all over again. Just Prayers.
We chose not to say anything. No talks about our feelings and our disapointments. But to say them all to God through PRAYERS.
He said that if ever he had something to tell me he would write it down and, if one day God will allow our path to cross again, he would give me those pieces of papers :)


I was on the phone with him 15mins ago. I just opened my heart and it's amazing how God uses his life to lighten my burdens. He defenitly knows how to make me feel better: he will just stick on the key of "G" with his piano and sing "Magnificent" (my favourite song) and I then am being ministered right away!


I AM BLESSED to have such great person at my side. I'm impressed by the things he is doing for me. Showing and being strong just for me not to give up in this... Ahhh!! Words can never express what I am feeling!!! Surely he is the extention of the LOVE of the ALMIGHTY! :)

Mr. Mumps' visit

Officialy sick! This morning I woke up with a great, big, major major hurt at my lower chew again. The sad thing is that the pain is spreading like wildfire. Toinks! Kidding aside.. I got my left ear kinda bigger than the rightly one. Mumps is its name :( my friend Google says that it's a childhood sickness (ehrm?) and a while ago I confronted the symptoms with what I was feeling. WELL, I'm on the right track -.- I got them all!!! 
It's been ages that I haven't had anything. Last time I got sick I was 13 years old. *.*


I'm exagerately blessed: Mama is really great, she is caring for me alot.. And I love her more and more!!! My bestfriend, knowing my current status, will gonna visit me this afternoon after his school.. And I... (haaaayssssss..) :p

My Doctor Mama said to cover my ears. And since I canno't see my MickeyMouse Earmuff.. See what I did..

Don't laugh :p

I need healing. My lower left chew hurt so bad. 

Prayer please.. :S

They are all that I have

  ♥♥♥

juaneza's language

I ♥ Mom

People should envy me for having such great Mom! :) She is simply awsome. She is my partner in crime! You can really count on her in times of needs. She is always ready to listen and to do any thing just to see me happy! I love the way she's treating The Guy. I salute her for showing herself available and, specially, for us! She's great!!! :)

MAHALARSI KITARSI MAMARSI.

(our secret launguage spoken only by the Juaneza's) :p

The Guy is simply awsome!

♥♥♥

Over blessed to have him. His unending patience. His costant care. His kind heart. And how about his efforts? :) They're so touching. I've never knew someone like him. He is the one I really want to spend my lifetime with..

Currently seeking God's approval. 

In His perfect time.

my shoulder hurts so bad

:(

Ahuh.. ;)

One month ago God was asking me something I thougth I wouldn't be able to do. Something that I myself was not totally sure of what I was about to do. Untill His very Words came true..

"I can do all things through Christ who gives me strenght." 

God enabled me to do things that Monica would never do. But with Him all things are possible. 
I was confuse, doubting and afraid that time. I didn't understand any single thing and command! But I stick on doing His Will.


Again His Words are true. Again He prooved Himself worthy of my Praises!!!

Jesus replied, “You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand.”

- John 13:7

I didn't understand anything one month ago. But now, as He promised, I'm starting to see the big plan, the perfect picture.
I learnt to do things as He simply commands because He really owns my life and knows the best. I wonder if I didn't take the challange and choose to sit on the boat. WHAT A MESS!
Now that I am out. I atleast know why He wanted me to go out. He ever wanted me to lead toward him, IN HIS PERFECT WAY! :)


THE GOD I SERVE AND TRUST IS SWEET! :)

a journey toward you ♥

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't believe this! :) Something just flashed in my mind..

There is this guy, I should say The Guy, with whom I actually see my future, that is promising me to wait in an unknown place for me..

And 5 seconds ago, I've been reminded by God that I'm walking.. Walking on waters..

From the moment I knew that he is waiting me in a place, I then kept saying that I am actually going/heading/running.. WALKING toward him..

Isnt it that walking on water is the only way to reach him? :) 

I will keep then walking. 'Cos I'm sure that He is there to lead me wherever He pleases and to guide me to the right place. 

I'm trusting Him with this journey. A journey of trust, wait, patience and love.

The God I serve and I trust is simply awsome. His ways are higher than mine. His plan and thought I can't grasp! He is simply amazing! 

I love the way He made walk; as I read my past blogs about "the call of walking on waters" which I didn't understand why He desired it for me, my greatfull heart can't just stop smiling. 

I'm so thankfull to the Lord, He made learn how to depend not on situation or circumsatnces, but to look straight to Him alone. I bare this joy in my heart. An uncontainable one. I am inspired and motivated enough to do His very will. 

I didnt wrong when I said that God writes the most romantic loves stories.. :) I'm excited!

He is the best Author ever!!!

"Oh Lord, as I follow Your steps, guard my heart and lead me to the place where he is waiting me." 

 ♥ ♥ ♥

jump and walk

I knew this boy, now a grown man, wayback 2007. He actually arrived here year 2006, but because of my ever snob character I've never tried and dared to talk to him.

2007 came. Kuya Aldrin preached and ordered us to make a big heart to be attached at the back in which every CYNs would have write a negative and a postitive thing about that person. I was surprised that he wrote at my back!!! :O 

"Minsan lng namamansin." were his words for me.

I didn't know how to react. But as we were all heading home I just said him on 78 bus  "Minsan lang ba ako namamansin? HIndi naman ehh."

I started a non sense convo without knowing that it was the very beggining of our friendship... :)

I wrote the start though I still don't know the end... We were 15, now we are 19... I don't know what God reserved. I just leave in His hands the pen, and let Him write write and write. 

I just bow before Him, I am subject of what pleases Him and I reverently wait in patience.

I really wish to know the end. I want to know now everything but walking on waters would not have sense any  more.

It's hard. It's difficult. But I believe God. I believe that He answers prayers. After all.. He is the same yesterday, today and forver! :)

He is waiting, I am waiting. He is jumping from the highest of heights, I am walking on the deepest water.

Israel Masangcay is his name.

I PROMISE NOT TO EAT ANY KIND OF SWEET! :)

:)  ♥ 

the most dynamic CYN

Youth Tube was in its simple program an amazing segment! :) Praise His name in the highest for what He did individually and corporately in the live of the most dynamic CYN in the whole earth!!! I'm clearly talking about my very own CYN MILAN :)


I thought that the Small Group portion was for my girls to open up their burderns, their deepest things and etc. But unknowinglly God prepared it all for me! :) YES! It was made for me. For the very first time I've been able to tell who really I am, to show them what I am and what I did. The very thorne in my heart has been released! :)  I don't fear anymore what other people may think about me, what matter the most is what my God is saying to me, what He is really thinking about me! :)

"But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me."

- 2 Cor 12:9

Things are doing great. With joy I serve God like I've never did. I'm doing things that the old Monica would never do and it's all because of Him! I love God! I love people around me! I love them all!!! I DEFO LOVE MY CYN FAMILY :) hayysss. 
God's love can't be kept indeed! 


It is my prayer that He may find me always on my knees as I serve Him with all my heart, with all my strength and with all my soul! 

one hour

Yesterday was indeed a great day! 
My morning was really sweet. My Xperia reminded me a very cool verse.. 

"Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.

Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

He is great, isn't it? :) Again He reminded me to fix always my eyes unto Him as I walk on waters."

Hebrews 12:1-2

Well, I have to admit that everyday with the Lord is awsome!! :) 
I supposed to lunch at my Bestfriend's place after his school.. Whhhaaaat? :p Yes. :) But praise God! He really spoke. He really loves us both. I didn't know how to react actually. But I was reminded by God what true love is. PUTTING OTHER'S NEEDS FIRST AND AHEAD YOUR OWN DESIRES. Again he is prooving himself selfless and that he really cares. What he just did is a proof of true care. :)
I'm impressed on how God is working  in his life! And I'm very glad for that. How he is taming his own desire, how he disciplines himslef and being very gracious to others! Ahhhhh! What he just did is sweeter than anything he could do if I lunched at his place!
The evening I went to church to fix some important things for today's Youth Tube! Maaan! My coo-team are indeed crazy! I litteraly rolled on the floor as I was laughing! :D
My Bestfriend took me home. We walked again. It took us one hour of walk while usually it's just 20 minutes. I enjoyed. And the rest is history :)


* Happy? YES! Afraid? SUPER! 
But as long as I know that eveyday I'm walking in waters with God, I have nothing to mind about! :) I am learning to depend on God and not in situations. Circumstances will not affect me anymore. And He will surely turn any mess into my favor!
I'm ufficialy heading the so called unknow but there's Joy in my heart, simply because I believe this is God's will. I am delighting in His way and I rejoice in His comandments! :) I canno't explain and I can rend the thought of what I am experiencing now! This is priceless. And though sometimes I fall, I'm being misfocused, my God, the Master of the seas and storms, is always ready to pick me up. 


To  my God, who is constantly faithfull in my life, to Him be the Glory. Always.

silence speaks louder than words

I had a very blessed day. It's true that God saves the best at last. I thought that I already had my best by sitting at Mcdo, having my soft tea and my cheesecake monterosa and specially by talking with 5 "Titos". 
And the story goes like this. I was alone, very busy in doing my stuffs when Tito asked me "Are you a filipina?" I smiled to say yes then lowerd my eyes to my notebook again. Tito#2 followed him saying "Are you born again?", I replied proudly "Yes". We had a 30mins of sharing time. I was talking as one of their daugthers and I believe as I was speaking the Holy Spirit did something in them. This convo I had with them is one of the most beautiful I ever had! :) And they are great too! They were those who actually encouraged me to fulfill my dreams!!! :D


I left them to head church. I was blessed by Abigail's life who led us all in Worship! I did not mistake. I saw rightly. She is called with a very special calling!!! :)


We weren't able to attend the Service since YMT had meeting but it turned in a heart to heart talk with Eyey :) I'm very blessed through her life. She is such strong. And I pray for more strength in her life as well to her entaire family. 


The service ended, so our meeting too, my Bestfriend approached me saying "This is from Mama.", as he was giving me something. All I said was "Ooooh..", smiled and ran to catch Tita to thank her for being so thoughtfull! She is great. A very sweet strong woman! 


And here comes the super duper cool thing of my night! I wanted to walk. And surprisingly my Bestfriend asked me to walk to home. I agreed and we walked. Yes. All we did was to walk. Walk under his black and my white umbrella. The rain was falling very sweetly. No words. Just his deep breathes, the rumor of cars once in a while and the music produced by the rain as it reached down on the floor. I needed that walk. And while we were walking I just couldn't stop myself but to pray. I prayed silently for him in general. And I thank God for that precious moment that I could pray for him in his presence though what I did was compleatly hidden from him. *Hehe* He took then his way to the subway and me, I took my way to home sweet home :) And there I found my two treasured possession and had a very delicious Menudo cooked by Mama.

the unknown

I'm officially walking on waters, finally. I took me 2 weeks of preparation. To understand fully what I was going to do. I tried to escape and run away from this call. I can't help but to give in God's perfect plan in my life. I played safe for all this time. I was anchored in my confort zone and missing actually what God really prepared for me. I thank God for the life of my Bestfriend, though he himself needs to be encouraged, he stays strong for me. 
I'm going through a season that will surely enable me to be a better person. The Monica that God ever wanted! :) Though painfull, though very hard, though very difficult.. I lay down my hopes, dreams and plans in His hands, knowing that if I commit everything to Him, He will make them all succelfull. I am content of where I am now. And I am currently enjoying my walk with God.. A special walk.. My walk on water with Him! :)


Everyday I'm taking a step toward the unknown, I fear? YES! But everyday that passes by I'm getting closer to the finish line for which I've always, I am and I will run.. :)

Mr. Evan

ATM: watching Evan Almighty.


How I love that film! It insipres a lot.. 

"Let me ask you something. If someone prays for patience, you think God gives them patience? Or does he give them the opportunity to be patient? If he prayed for courage, does God give him courage, or does he give him opportunities to be courageous? If someone prayed for the family to be closer, do you think God zaps them with warm fuzzy feelings, or does he give them opportunities to love each other?" 

- taken from the film Evan Almighty

the art of being content

Thank God for her life!!! :) She is such a big help to me and my family! "Lord, bless her the more."


I have to admit that I am kinda slow. Hehe! Slow in understanding things and accept them consequently. But praise God, He never gives up on me and He constantly makes me understand til I don't get it. I am now learning like Paul to appreciate what I have and where I am.

"..for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who gives me strength."

Philippians 4:11b-13

jellybeans

I changed layout cos someone told me to actually change it! Not directly but the meaning was that! 
This is for you then, :P


PS: I miss you! :(

Simon Peter: "Lord, if it's You, tell me to come to You on the water."

Jesus: "Come."

iDare.

"It's not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credits belongs to the man who is actually in the arena... Who, at the best, and who, at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly. So that his place will never be with those cold timid soulds who know neither victory or defeat."

Theodore Roosevelt

Life is full of stom and surely we will encounter problems. But if we're willing to get out of the boat, two things will happen. First, if we fail - and we will fail sometimes - Jesus will be there to pick us up. We will not fail alone. We will find He is wholly adequate to save us. And second, every once in a while, we will walk on water!

I want to know Him more as never before. I choose to face my fears and step over the gunwales because the Master of the sea is waiting for me. :)

I want this book!!! I need this book!!! I just read its start and I was really shocked and with my two hands over my head, I was so impressed. And it goes like this..

"There is something - Someone - inside us who tells us there is more to live than sitting on a boat. You were made for something more... There is something inside you that wants to walk on water - to leave the comfort of routine exsistence and abandon yourself to the high adventure of following God."

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SAY WHAT? MONICA, FOCUS!

coming SOON! :)
Million thanks Mom & Dad!!

♥♥♥

the difference

Surrender is an every day must! :)

I am now realizing that surrender doesn't end the day you say, "Lord I surrender everything to You." But it's just the start. The very beginning of a pathway, painful and difficult, but affordable all because of His very GRACE. All because He is right there and if there would be someone else we will surely fail to walk on it! God's presence, God's companionship. This is what makes everything different!!! I'm now walking on waters. Yes. This is it! I would never again turn my back. I choose to walk on waters. And I will til God won't stop me! :) I'm actually enjoying this and Him.. I know, that though it's very hard, He is just a prayer away to lighten my burdens, though I got many doubts and question He satisfies and quiet me with His perfect Love. Amazing God I have! 


I thank God for the life of a special person. She's great. A blessing indeed! Always ready to give me a hand in times of need and help me in any kind of problems. :) I pray that one day I will be able to share my faith to her.

seven months

I just finished to watch again something very dear to me. The fruit of a very long process, or I should say one of the fruits of my present and future process. I can't forget the night Ptr. Benny talked to me. It was a year ago. He approched me in his humilty and talked to me sincerly. I still remember his words of wisdom and encouragement spoken over me. He challenged me. And right away I had a very long process and sharpening way to walk on! The fulfillment of our talk ended up on Mat 23, 2010. November, December, January, February, March, April, May! 7 months!!! 7 months of hard prayer, of difficulties and problems but now I know why! 
And I now know why God wanted me to teach about Broken Dreams. Because, looking back, I realized that I am one of those that through God's restoring Grace is dreaming again and trying again and all over again. I thought it was a lost battle but I actually forgot that He already won the victory though Christ Jesus! 


"You can't make a broken egg whole again, but God can make a delicious omelette from it." - Bestfriend. :)

So my suspicions were true?!?! I had then a great perception. LOL.

That would be a very nice, aprecieated and most wanted Christmas gift.. 

Haaaayss, really hoping so.. 

I can't wait for Christmas anymoreeee!!! 

PTL

It's been already two weeks that passed since Rhan left Milan for Edin. Sadly our girly plan to tour London can't happen. CYN Milan is actually organizing a lil escape in Barcelona this December. Hope that Ptrs will approve this! :D *happy kid* And if everything will be done according to the plans, we will probably meet Rhan :)


Life is going good.. I'm learning how to prioritize my priorities and this is a "To God Be The Glory" sung in the highest pitch ever!!! :) It's all because of His grace, family support and prayers of my Bestfriend! :) Though it's quite hard, yes I admit it. Duh. I'm giving up on things that doesn't really matter now and trying to focus on things that will bring life. Strong determination, high concentration, burning passion, God's strength, love from the family and a Bestfriend that is always available to help, understand and pray are needed to to fulfill your plans and dreams in life!!! :)

super mega McBacon - craving. 

goodness, mercy and favor

Psalm 23:6

"Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever."

God's Words are so true! Today again and all over again I experienced His never failing and costant favor! Being God's child really brings much blessings and benefits.. It's like when VIPs has free passes at concert or don't need to get in line. Can you picture that? Well, it's just the tip of the iceber because it's far beyond that!! Forever I will be thankful to Him.. My life would be never enough to pay what His love every morning, His from eternity to eternity faithfulness and his goodness and mercy that follows and overtakes me wherever I go.


ATM trying hard to play Guitar.. :) my fingers hurt so bad!!!

guitar

My new companionship... :)

Today is our very own Ashley Juaneza's birthday  ♥ 

tough deal

Since I canno't eat any of them, I will just post them. I and my Bestfriend have this deal: I can't eat sweets, icecreams and choccolates; he, instead, can't drink Coke.


This is very tough! :/ lol
I can do it!!!

only Bestfriends do that

I thank God for my Bestfriend's life.. So selfless. I shared with him some problems I had and he was so there at my side facing it. I have some difficulties in organizing my time. I fail each time to divide it and things to do are simply adding at my list every day that passes by. I found my self in need to do 7 important things! WOAH! And take note, I'm kinda lazy, that's why I most of the time am ending up in poseponing my stuffs and assingments. I thank God for letting him to be my Bestfriend. Without his help I would not be literally able to start anything. In his super busy life he still makes time for someone like me and he makes himself available to help me though he has million things to do. He will just stop his work and do mine! He is superb!! :D In just a split of a second I finished half of my work when if I did it all alone I would exert more or less 3 hours!!!
And it's amazing how he knows to lighten my burdens: he will just take his guitar, play G, and sing "Magnificent". He is my David.. :) His voice indeed carries the anointing!


I salute him.. :) and never I can thank him enough!

Now I'm done with my things and I'm looking forward for tomorrow. I'm super excited for the Youth Rage! :)

phonecall

I just recieved two-minutes-phonecall from Rhan! :) She was just asking me about the Barcelona thingy.. Truely she knows me.. I never thought she could "feel" me.. She surprisingly asked "Bakit ang tahimik jan?" I just faked an answer by saying "No, wala, nasa kwarto ako..." If only I have some international card here with me I would be phoning her right away..


How I miss her.. How I wish she was here - here to absorb everything.

There are many people I met in my life. But only very few made a lasting impression and marked my heart...

He is definitely one of them :)

my inner desire

I will enjoy my stormy days with You. :) ♥

It's crazy how God knows everything, I just can't grasp that thought! :) Indeed He is awsome!!! Yesterday I was thinking by myself that I've been here where I am right now for so long, that I wanted simply to move forward a lil bit, step by step, froom glory to glory. As I opened my FB I just clicked Cathy's page in which there was posted a link... Britt Nicole's "Just have Your way". I listen and afterwards I googled its lyrics... My heart beated so fast while I was reading... It really describes my current status... It contains the prayer of my heart... It esplicates my deepest desire... His perfect plan to have way and prevail my life as I don't pray for any escapes but facing every-day trial with His strength and as I trust Him in where I am and my life in His hands - life that is promised not to be easy but that He would be there in every storm.
I want to see the promised perfect plan that He has for me to be done, to be indeed materialized. I want it bad. His higher ways, His unexplainable thoughts and His wonderful timing.


I'm really convinced that what He does for me deserves to be paied back... And even if my dream would died and even if I don't survive, still my life will go on worshipping Him...


It's been a week already since Rhan left... She is emaling me everyday and I'm thankfull... She's so thoughtfull! :D and again, I really miss her.

Have Your way... :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fl-9S_-1Ovs&feature=player_embedded#!


Feels like I've been here forever,
Why can't you just intervene,
Do you see the tears keep falling?
And I'm falling apart at the scenes,

But you never said the road would be easy,
But you said that you would never leave.
And you never promised that this life wasn't hard,
But you promised you'd take care of me.

So I'll stop searching for the answers,
I'll stop praying for an escape,
I'll trust you God with where I am,
And believe you will have your way,
Just have your way, Just have your way,

When my friends and my family have left me
I feel so ashamed and so cold,
Remind you take broken things and turn them into beautiful

So I'll stop searching for the answers,
I'll stop praying for an escape,
I'll trust you God with where I am,
And believe you will have your way,
Just have your way, Just have your way,

Even if my dreams have died,
Even if I don't survive,
I'll still worship you with all my life,
My life, yeah,

Whoa, oh, oh, oh
Whoa, oh, oh, oh
Whoa, oh, oh
Whoa, oh

And I'll stop searching for the answers,
I'll stop praying for an escape,
And I'll trust you God with where I am,
And believe you will have your way,
Just have your way, Just have your way, yeah

I know you will,
I won't forget,
Whoa, oh, oh
You love me,
Have your way,
Yeah.