It is more than that: to me is God's perfect faithfulness in my life.
When He promised Restoration, I barely could imagine what He was talking about, couldn't actually figure it out on my mind..
All I knew and know is that He would RESTORE e v e r y t h i n g.
It all started during my theory exam. I swear that I made at least 6 errors when the maximum is 4. I don't know what happened back then, I just remember praying "Ok, Holy Spirit lets do this. Tell me what's the answer", reading out loud the question, hearing the HS telling me what's the exact answer and me pressing it on the screen. I answered all those 30 questions this way. I know it's funny, many people woulnd't believe me, but that is how God's perfect faithfulness works in my life.
Then I had my practical exam. My selfish prayer was: "Lord I know you would make me pass because You have promised me restoration and You have to do that." - to make the long story short: I failed the exam. God taught me to believe in all His promises whether I see the fulfilment or not, He taught me to trust in Him though circumstances are not favorabe, He wanted me to simply believe in whatever He says. I learned that God doesnt own us anything, He does not need to proove Himself to us. Just because He said that He would restore everything, then it makes Him automatically a God of Restoration whether He will restore or not.
And two weeks ago, as I took my exam again, I was confident in one thing: He is the God of restoration with out without Him giving me the patente. - and to make the long story short: I experienced God's perfect faithfulness. On my way home I coundn't help but to fall on my knees and cry to the Lord.
Until now, I still cannot believe it.. But His faithfulness is not just constant, is simply perfect.. And because of that.. We don't have any reason not to believe and trust Him.. Every day I'm living this way.. When I doubt, I believe harder as He gives me strenght and grace to find one more reason to trust Him fully.
Isaiah 25:1 <3
