Speaking of talong and favourite foods.. I remember about a quotation that really made me laugh!!
"Ang pag mamahal ko sa'yo ay parang paborito kong ulam, UBOS NA!" :p - so bad! haha!
After so many weeks, today finally I had the opportunity to have a super power nap, finally!!! :)
I woke up at 6. Got bathed. And flew at church for the meeting with Pastors and MS.
He was there, he asked me if he could take me home for him to get my keyboard but I refused saying it was too late... I left him purposly at the church without even a shakehand. I waited at the bus stop for 15mins. So alone, so dark and so scray!!! :S But Tito PJ saw me. Whew. He took me. After 50meters we saw him! Oooh. Ofcourse we stopped. I was seating beside him. Not breathing. Not moving a single toe. He kept on asking and saying things. I was paralized and saying YES at all his questions. We finally arrived at Inganni. He went out the car. I followed him. He shut the door, but tito PJ said that he would drive me home. I entered for the second time the car and left him alone. I felt so bad honestly. When I touched home I took the phone and called him. :S Yay. My finger and foot were just unstoppable and unconrtollable! I said that I was going to bring him my keyboard at Bandenere and that he would waited me there. While walking going to metro, he was running toward me. I stopped, he stopped. He smiled, I looked at him and tried to smile. I took him underground and waited the metro with him. In 10mins we had a very serious talk. I opened up my heart. I can't be fake anymore. And I praise God for his wide understanding and deep patience towards me. Though moody, though weak.. He is here. So here.
As I was walking to home.. I was caught by many thoughts in my mind and God spoke to me randomly.. "Monica it is I that you need." I paused. And walked again.
True!!! He is the One I really longed for ever since! He is the missing piece of puzzle! He completes, and the JOY He gives no one could ever take it away. And tell me about His love. Man. His love... :) It can never be compared to any human affection... The way He loves is simply amazing.
Being Monica means: loving talong and loved amazingly by SomeOne up there :)